Well its been a few days since I decided to re-enter into the blogging world and resurrect my blog but I have noticed perhaps none of my frens have visited it yet. All I have to say is, GREAT!!!

In FB there are jz too many colleagues and bosses that have added me. So in that sense I felt that I have lost a bit of privacy there. Whenever I want to post something up, I have to think twice or else I might get in trouble in posting anything that is not for their viewing pleasure. Or when I am chatting with my frens via the Post the Wall function, I have to be wary of what I am writing so as to not unnecessarily leak out any information.

That is where I like this place. My sanctuary you may like to call it, to be able to freely express myself and my thoughts. I used to fail to understand how working life can be so taxing, stressing and down right life-draining. Some have even to the extent of losing their sanity over it. But now I know and am actually experiencing it myself. Thus, this blog have become an even more important tool for myself to let my most innermost feelings/thoughts out, vent my anger and frustration, injustice cry and wailing, complains and after complains. Sure you can jz pick up a phone and call a fren to tell him/her all. But sometimes there are things even you yourself cant tell your closest frens.

But if you are thinking "Who are you kidding? By posting these on my blog, ain't I risking getting caught anyway?" Well I have to say you are ABSOLUTELY...RIGHT. Well, fortunately for me, there are some blog entries that I have a right to keep under private/protected viewinganymore questions?

OMG!! Last month I received an email from Xanga: "blurkiddy84, xanga misses you!!" and was suddenly bombarded with all the wonder flashback memories from my University Days. Never did I realised that this long-forgotten blog of mine will still be around after all these years (5 years to be exact). I did not immediately responded to it though. Was partly a bit apprehensive to re-visit my so called "Glory Days of my Youth" and also tied up with my work which is currently taking alot of my "precious" time

Well I finally did today - to re-enter this blog of mine... after a couple of tries at the username & password (damn nowadays there are jz wwwaaaaayyyyyy ttttooooooo mmmmaaaannnnnyyyyy passwords to remember) but still failed (haha no surprised at the current rate that my work is frying up my brain) I decided to request for help from Xanga and ~VOILA!~ here I am.

Seriously being quite an emotional person that I am, I got this funny warm fuzzy feeling that well up inside of me as I read thru' my previous few blogs.its like having a small microwave oven inside of me...only thing is its heating up some nice italiano meals i.e. my fav. LASAGNA!! haha the 1st tot that came up my mind was "Wow, I seriously wrote these things? What the hell was I thinking?" well, I guess thats how much changes I have underwent since my "Glory Days"

No longer I am the emotionally unstable, immature 'mini' motor mouth "BOY" that I was back then. Nowadays, I am more of the quiet and ~relaxed with a hell care less~ mode. I guess thats wat growing up is all about, finding your own footing and a world of your own in this semi-chaotic, dark and cold world of ours. Thank God that I have finally a litlle bit of me hehe (and someone whom I can proudly call my other half to spend my life with) and hopefully over the years I will continue be able to discover myself more

To all my frens who have tried semi-successfully (well...fruitlessly seems like a too strong of a word aint 'it??)  to contact me here to keep in touch, I would like to say a BIG BIG SORRY (its better late than never...eh?)
for not responding much earlier. I do still hope that we could keep in touch. Do add me @ FaceBook: blurkid84@hotmail.com. I promise you that I will come back from time to time again to check out on my blog and update it. As for the current layout, I wont be doing much about it at the moment. Jz wan2 leave it 4 awhile (till my working schedule frees up a lil bit more) till then...I shall continue reminiscence the good times...

p/s: special thanks to the Xanga Team for not deleting/disposing my a/c. I still have all my previous entries here which will make interesting reading 4 myself. hehe Thanks for not giving up on me!! haha Good Job Guys!! 

today had 1 paper. *aiks* reali sucked. not only me, at least 5 ppl were wid me. they 'sucked' this paper. din manage to have the time to complete. *sigh* feel reali down. as though a huge rock had been suddenly dropped onto my chest while i was resting.

*yawn* only had 2 hours sleep last nite. sad. was rushing assginment for this same subject while having to study for the test. but oh well... "wat is done cant be undone" <---- quoted by Gracie. hehehe yup. upon reflection its a reali great wake up call. exams is jz around the corner and im so unprepared. its like day after tomorrow. when the storm or blizzards come, i think i'll be the 1st to die...

ooh speaking of day after tomorrow, heheeh i proudly say i managed to slip into the cinema to watch it on its premier day! hehehe  would u bliv it? on the premier day there were still at least 20 seats empty. that goes to show that many ppl dun like this movie. neway, back to the topic.

hahaha at first my fren asked me if i wana watch the movie but i said i duno so told him not to book any tickets for me yet. but then in the end i came. wid no tickets, i was thinking of mayb stay wid them till the movie starts and then go back. then my mischievous mind tot of something.

when we were walking to the cinema, we were praying real hard that nothing would happen. if anything were to happen, it would b kinda embarrassing  the moment we passed thru the entrance, a fren of mine rushed to the toilet and heave a HUGE sigh of relief!! hahaha that was funny. u guys shud reali c his face. rite Marcus??  hehe.. but it was a 1st experience for me. so its reali kinda fun.. hehehe

the funnier part was, i managed to get into better seats than my frens!! hehe their seat was 2 row from the screen while i got 7 row from the screen. hehe a wonderful spot. hahaha couldn't bliv myself that i actually did that. my frens were complaining later that their necks were aching... *mean me* sorry guys!

but u din know how i was feeling then. was reali frightened. everytime some1 come into the cinema, i get anxious. what if i was sitting in their seats? -_-; but in the end. i survived